I bid your lies.
I remained strong,
Told myself it isn't wrong.
I asked you to leave,
But memories live.
You let go of my hand,
But had my heart in your other hand.
You were a thief,
Who left me in grief,
You stole my fondness,
You stole my lovingness.
I said, 'Leave!'
But fear had lived.
In me it stays,
For my heart was slayed.
I can not feel,
I'm now a steel.
I want to feel again,
I want to learn again.
You taught me love,
And now gave me fear.
Fear to trust,
Fear it would lasts.
The coldness in me,
The numbness in me.
I fear that I don't feel,
As I take steps as I heal.
I fear of hurting him,
I fear not falling for him.
I don't know why,
I'm happy, but I cry.
I cry for it's a lie,
A lie I want to die.
Death for this fear,
This fear that I fear.
I miss having affection, ,
I miss giving attention.
I miss myself when I'm in love.
I miss feeling what is love.
'kate ;'3
3:45AM
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