This Place...

I had been in this place,
Where I got lost in space.
Thinking if it's a go,
Or just let it go.

But I was trapped,
And worked from scratch.
Almost drifted,
Almost sifted.

Got drained,
Broke down.
Gave up,
Stood up.

I got tired,
Full of fire,
Almost gone,
Almost  none.

I heard these,
Ignored those.
I saw those,
Kept my eyes closed.

I tried,
Felt tired.
Got too much,
Got my own hunch.

But I stepped back,
Looked back,
Waved back,
Walked back.

Here I am,
Keeping the jam.
Seeing the fun,
But missing the fun.

Now my heart is in it,
Now my mind is on it.
But why my heart's on heat,
Why my mind is lit.

Why most see these,
Why most say those,
Not seeing thru,
But saying things so untrue.

What's my mistake,
My sanity's at stake.
I care for most,
But it's me that gets lost.


12:50
1/19/2019
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