Mi Amor

Every time I talk,
Every time I walk,
I can't help but think,
Am I getting weak?

Forgive me for those times,
Failing you so many times.
I know I promised,
And sometimes I missed.

I tried,
I promise,
I tried,
But it missed.

I love you so much,
But our moods don't match.
I usually get tired,
When you are tired.

I fail to keep my words,
I, then feel the worst.
Frustrations like swords,
It hurts me the worst.

I'm sorry mi papa en mama,
For there's always a drama.
It's never the karma,
It's just the dilemma.

I'm not a perfect daughter,
But I offer you laughter,
Hoping it's the most that matter,
To keep you feeling better.

I want to let you know,
But I'm afraid to let it show,
I get tired,
But never too tired.

I am so pressured,
I am not assured,
I want to make you proud,
But why fate won't allow?

I feel time is so fast,
I have to move fast.
To do your wishes,
Won't stop 'til it finishes.

But sorry if I  can't...
Can't give what you want,
Can't understand what you meant,
Can't be patient when you rant.

Being the youngest,
It's not the easiest.
I don't care less,
I just want to clean the mess.

I may be the last,
But I want to make a blast.
Keep you away from the past,
And let us make it lasts.

I know at this point,
Siblings would make a point.
Laugh at me for writing this poem,
For doing this is not a norm.

But I don't care anymore,
And I don't want to mourn.
I just want you to know,
For I just can't show...

...that I love you both,

'kate ;'3  

07:05