What ifs... and 'ifs'

What if I'm far?
As far as a star.
What if I'm gone?
Like there was none.

What if we never met?
What if I never bet?
What if I got lost,
When I was your host?

Would you dare?

Could you bear?

The 'me' I kept,

The 'real me' that slept.

Will you stay?

Though I'm astray.

Will you heed?

When it's you I need...

Will you hear,,

When I'm in fear?

Will you hold on,

As I move on?

If you won't,

Then please, don't.

If you do...

Please, don't go.

No hanging,

No hoping.

No waiting,

When there is nothing.

No something,

Nor anything,

Just 'what ifs'

And other 'ifs.'

'kate';3

'7:45

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