Brooding Solitarily

Where are you?
What’s wrong?
Thinking of you,
Waiting for so long.

Is everything okay?
Just answer if you may,
My heart’s in dismay,
Just closed my eyes and prayed.

I don’t judge,
And I won’t budge,
If only I know,
What I should know.

I don’t ask for details,
Nor ask for long tales,
I just want to know,
What’s the real show...

I once had seen,
How you had been,
When fate played a trick,
And made you so sick.

I thought I’d lose you,
I got scared for you.
So now I just want to know,
Where do you go?

If I ask a question,
Don’t think I am suspicious.
I ask, to show my affection,
I care, so I give my attention.

But when my words were ignored,
It makes me torn.
Feelings do get tired,
And this is something so dire.

For what I feel is pure honesty,
So pure and feisty.
But I feel it makes you bored,
That’s why it’s always ignored.

Soon this fire will die,
Soon it will run dry.
Soon second chance might end,
If things won’t mend.

Never blame me,
Never hate me,
For all I ever did,
Is to love you indeed.

I held on to you,
I leaned on to you.
Thinking you’ll never loose grip,
And feelings would go deep.

But again fate comes again,
Doing things I disdain.
Setting us apart,
Making us fall apart.

I’m losing my grip,
And breathing so deep.
Waiting for you,
Hoping for you…

To save me from drowning
To catch me from falling.
But where are you now?
What should I do now?

Where are you?
When I need you?
What are you doing?
When I am here, breaking…

I’m waiting,
But maybe not for long.
I’m hanging,
And might not stay for long.

Soon I’ll lose my breath,
Soon love would meet its death.
I will set you free,
For your heart’s glee.

I don’t want to be selfish,
Like your heart that I cherished.
I gave you time,
But you forgot mine.

I poured all my emotions,
But you held onto yours,
You didn’t show your intentions,
Only treasured what is yours.


'kate10
12/05/20
2:28AM UAE

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